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みんなさん、こんばんは もしかして、まだ起きてるのか？ いや、多分寝ましたね 違う？ じゃあ、逆に何をしているの？ 僕はさあ、昨年　友達と日本へ行った　ヾ(≧▽≦*)o 12日間泊まりました！ 写真いっぱい撮ったぞーー なので 今は撮った写真を整理するつもりですが こんな数見たら 「もう無理や」 と思っちゃいましたね　(´。＿。｀) でも　皆に見せてほしいなぁ～ 決めた！ 僕　頑張ります！ 早めに皆が見えるように でも今晩もういいかな でわね おやすみ ********************************************************************************************** Going Through Photos For those of you who didn't know, I went to Japan with my friends last year. We stayed there for about 12 days. Naturally, being the narcissistic, photogenic people memory-cherishing we are, we took lots of photos, and I mean lots . Just look at the photo above. That's the number after I did some rough filtering, like deleting obviously blurry photos and the other unnecessary files. These are only the photos I've taken out of my friend's phone. I haven't even started sorting the photos in my phone yet. Even my computer is having a hard time sorting the photos by date. I'

帰り道の景色 本日はね、ゆっくりとした時間を過ごしました！ もちろん無駄に使ったじゃなくて バイトもちゃんとできて でも休憩時間もちゃんと取った なんか珍しいね ある同期は僕に評価された 「休みができない働き中毒男 」 と言いました まあまあ それは完全に間違っているわけではないけど 僕 働き中毒じゃないよ　(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ たまに仕事を楽しんでしているから そういう見えるかなあ 　（*゜ー゜*） でも皆さん 仕事はもちろん大事ですけど 休み時間に休む方がいいよ 体を大事にしますように　ね でわね  お　や　す　み **************************************** I've decided to take it easy today, after clearing up my office spot yesterday. It's not like I wasted the entire day, but I actually made time to run some errands, take another step into adulthood (more on this in the future), and also took breaks in between work assignments. It felt great! I can't remember how long it has been since I had a healthy balance of work and play. Usually it's me forcing myself to focus on work while inevitably slipping into compulsive devouring of YouTube videos and social media. Today felt wholesome, on so many levels. People should do more of th

《猛虎集 - 献词》 徐志摩 那天你翩翩的在空际云游， 自在，轻盈，你本不想停留 在天的哪方或地的哪角， 你的愉快是无阻拦的逍遥。 你更不经意在卑微的地面 有一流涧水，虽则你的明艳 在过路时点染了他的空灵， 使他惊醒，将你的倩影抱紧。 他抱紧的只是绵密的忧愁， 因为美不能在风光中静止； 他要，你已飞渡万重的山头， 去更阔大的湖海投射影子！ 他在为你消瘦，那一流涧水， 在无能的盼望，盼望你飞回！ The Fierce Tiger Collection , Congratulatory Message (Xu Zhimo) You were roaming among the clouds in the sky, Freely, lightly, and it was never your intention, To stop at any part of the skies or corner of the land, Your joy lies in unhindered freedom. You did not notice the petty mountain stream, Nevertheless, your beauty ignited his hollow heart, You have waken him, And he hugged your beautiful figure tight. What he embraced was a fine collection of sorrows, For beauty was not meant to stay still; He longed, yet you were already leagues away, Projecting your reflection on greater lakes and oceans! He is wasting away for you, that petty mountain stream, He is waiting powerlessly for your return!

皆さんこんばんは～ 今日はね、僕が研究生部屋の机を片付けました。 もう2年かなあ、あのスポットに座れて、研究を始めさせた。 いや、２年間速いなぁ～ いつの間にか研究生の生活がもうすぐ終わりますね。 色んな経験もあったし、 たくさん友達や同期ができたし、嬉しかった。 知識を沢山学んでて、先生にも優しくしてもらいました。 そして人としても成長しました。 いい２年だった！ もうすぐ「次」の行動や計画を考えることですね。 考えなきゃ～ でもちょっと困るね。 色んなアドバイスを聞いてもらったこともあるし、ネットで「他の人はどうやって決断する」に捜索もしましたし、フラフラになちゃいますね。 でもきっと大丈夫よ。 結局この人生は僕の物だ。 僕の「正解」を探そう！ この後、どんな人が僕の机を使いますかな？ あの人、どんな研究をするかな？ 同じ部屋の研究生達と友達になれるかな？ おそらく僕が知らない人に使われますね。 あの人にいい経験をできるように祈っています。 でわね。 ****************************************************************************** As the title (and the photo) suggests, I have decided to clear up my desk in "our office" today. Well, I refer to it as an office, but it's officially known as a Research Assistant room by the institute. Come to think of it, I have been sitting in the office for more than two years now. I've switched positions twice throughout the course of the two years, and people have come and go. I guess it holds a special meaning for me, sin

抱歉 是我不够坚强 接受你的不一样 我心向太阳 却无法给你 你想要的光芒 哦 我灰色的月亮 愿你能找到属于你的肩膀 愿我们都能够坚强 虽过程艰苦且漫长 有朝一日 待我有所成长 而你也无恙 让我陪你 在浮世闯荡

  Not all battles are fought while making a clarion call. Not all hurdles are overcome with a smile. Not all contest of strengths are done under the attention of spectators. Our past hurts might not be easily and readily shared with just about anyone. Coincidence, circumstance, and often the right people are needed for us to be open. Interestingly enough, we often do not know who the right people are until we actually meet them and opportunity presents itself to us at that exact moment. In the age of social media, where posts are mostly along the lines of "my life is wonderful!", there is a tendency for us to keep our negative emotions to ourselves. Opening up is often scary, especially if we have been hurt when we are at our most vulnerable. But every mistake we make can always be taken as a lesson. And if you live long enough to meet the right person, how wonderful would that be? Bruises heal in no time; Wounds might leave you with scars. Scars may last fo