~ FREEDOM OF DREAMING ~

皆さん、こんばんわ～ コロナウイルスの影響で、国がロックダウンされた。 また、自由に出かけることはできない。 皆さん、予防をちゃんとやってね。 お体に気を付けて～ この青空の下でまた会う日まで。 そろそろ本題に進むかな 最近ハマっているのはこいつです 見たら分かるでしょう 無線ヘッドフォンです！ 音の質はいいと思います。 そして、これは僕の初めての無線ヘッドフォンです。 ワイヤーがないと本当に便利だなって思いました。 でも一つだけ面倒くさいなポイントは たまたま音楽を聴いている時に 「ローバットリ、プリス　チャージ」って言われました。 仕方ないなと思いながら、電源を切る、普通なイヤホーンお使う。 このヘッドフォンは無料でもらったものですよ。 いい音を出せるし、使うのがも便利だし、どんどん好きになちゃう。 これからも、こいつを使い続けます！ でわね。 ********************************************************************************************** I've been into this lately Hope this entry finds you in good health, both physically, and mentally. Due to the COVID-19 pandemic, my country's entered a virtual lockdown and we aren't allowed to go out of our homes freely. This is to reduce the risk of transmission and to prevent our medical system to be overburdened by any sudden spikes in cases. In colloquial terms, we're trying to "flatten the curve". I'd like to urge everyone to practice ...

  Not all battles are fought while making a clarion call. Not all hurdles are overcome with a smile. Not all contest of strengths are done under the attention of spectators. Our past hurts might not be easily and readily shared with just about anyone. Coincidence, circumstance, and often the right people are needed for us to be open. Interestingly enough, we often do not know who the right people are until we actually meet them and opportunity presents itself to us at that exact moment. In the age of social media, where posts are mostly along the lines of "my life is wonderful!", there is a tendency for us to keep our negative emotions to ourselves. Opening up is often scary, especially if we have been hurt when we are at our most vulnerable. But every mistake we make can always be taken as a lesson. And if you live long enough to meet the right person, how wonderful would that be? Bruises heal in no time; Wounds might leave you with scars. Scars may last fo...

Brings me back to my childhood days I do not think I recall the last time when I could actually slow down. Lately, my life has been going to the research institute in the morning and doing a part-time job at night. Also, there is the occasional gathering with friends and whatnot, which barely leaves me enough time for myself. Thankfully, work is slowing down a little, for now at least, and I can spend some time, without any guilt to give myself a break, especially my eyes. @@ There is a Chinese saying that goes, "resting is preparing for the longer journey ahead", but I have never been able to fully appreciate it until recently. I think that the saying is not telling you to rest like there is no tomorrow before you have to work again, but during that period of indolence, do or pursue something that you have always liked or wanted to do. In a way, this is utilising your 'free time' for yourself, be it a passion or just a hobby. If that something is somehow benef...

华丽的外表，需要一颗更强大的内心。 健全的灵魂，与健全的精神和肉体共存。 偶像 是一个什么样的东西? 我承认自己的追星经验值为0，但是我还是有自己比较喜欢的明星的，虽然都是唱歌的 xD 看着偶像，看着艺人们在舞台上，在镜头前展示着那近乎完美的自我，不由然地会羡慕起他们来，甚至会把他们当作榜样。 而镜头的背后，我们的偶像们也许不过是个平凡的人类。 他们也会苦也会累，也有自己不满意的不足。 然而他们并没有放弃自己，而是不断地努力去充实自己，让自己变得越来越好。 而在这样的过程中，给予粉丝的，是远超于福利的福利 - 那满满的正能量。 粉丝需要明星，而我们需要的是朋友。 我想每个人都需要甚至渴望找到那一位，或是那一群能接受自己的朋友。 也许并不是无条件地接受，毕竟朋友之间偶尔来点小摩擦有助于增进彼此之间的感情的（科科）。 而是大家都有各自的不完美，而我们不完美和不完美之间的相处，擦出那完美的友情火花，是这世界上最美丽的东西。 偶像是月亮，而围绕着偶像转的就是像星星一样的粉丝。 我们是我们世界里的月亮，而朋友们，像星星。 月亮看起来好大好圆，可是它的明亮不过是借着太阳的光而投射到人们眼里。 星星虽然看起来渺小，但一个个都是独自的发光体，在夜里静静地守护着月亮。 大道理应该没有人不懂，可是我们往往需要一个人去点破，去引领我们，告诉我们自己本来就知道的方法，并加以实践。 夜很深，星星很可能被黑夜吞没。 可是月亮努力地反射阳光，似乎想借用阳光，用月光引领星星，好让它们继续燃烧，继续做自己夜空中最亮的星。 谁是你生命中的月亮，而谁又是你生命中的星星呢？

It's a new year again. A new chapter, a new page, a new leaf or anything you'd like to call it. It is the time of year where everybody strives to start afresh, despite facing the same or similar challenges. Listing down resolutions for a new year seems like the 'thing' to do for everyone. It is a trend that never seemed to die off. I personally have tried this a few times, but I either end up forgetting what I listed down or forgetting where I put the list in the first place. Well, this year, to save me from tears  I've decided not to set some mighty goals (which I would probably forget by next month), but small and little ones, those with goals that I can look back upon and smile. This year, I will resolve to revive my diary, to blog more, and to be a healthier person. Sounds good, no? What are your new year's resolutions? Do share. Currently facing finals.

A baby Finally some time to stop and think (scary). Actually I almost did that towards the end of my final examinations of the previous semester, but I didn't. Probably to save myself from realizing how pathetic or despicable I have become after mindlessly spending 6 months away, numbing myself with daily routines and temporary pleasures. Therefore it is painful and scary to honestly stop and mull over your life as a whole. You might surprise yourself how much you've changed through the course of the years, or you might put a smile on your own face when you realize that the little uncounted things in life are actually blessings, often in disguises. Henceforth comes the question - am I truly afraid to be happy? Such a queer question to ask is it not? I mean, who here doesn't want to be happy? That person must be out of his/her right mind, right? Right. But seriously, when I posed that question to myself, I became hesitant to answer. It's not like I have been up...

ね～人生の事が教えてくれませんか 有时候不经意的一句话，就伤了一个人好深好深。 有时候真的会想太多，是怕自己想太少。 要是人生有个教科书那该多好，大家就按照着指示，根据一个公认的方程式，就这样进行下去。但是，就如你所说，这种东西，怎么可能会有啊？ 人生就是不断地走路，路上满是路标，却多得让你不断迷路，偶尔迷失方向。 走在路上，也许伤痕累累（也来不及痛），是对是错我也不了解，但唯一能肯定的是，这段路是和你一起走的。这就够了，不是吗？ 难得我们相遇，也难得我们认真，我就别再搞鬼，好好的对待你。 只怪言语都空虚，再多的承诺也无意义，还你幸福需更多努力，但我想我可以。 不必给我答复，这是我们之间毫无压力的相处方式。 只希望你默默地观察，然后可能写信告诉我， 今天海是什么颜色  我身为你朋友的表现怎样。 有些话说出来肉麻，听起来也轻浮，但有些话，还是必须说出口的。 不说也可以，但也怕你猜错，可能你无所谓，但我不是。 我真的很少认真，不过认真起来，自己也会怕，真心的。 话就说到这儿，知道你有stalk人的习惯，看得到就好，没看到也无妨，反正部落格拆穿了就是为了满足作者欲望的一片天地而已。 晚安 晚安 明明難過卻要生氣 放縱失控的脾氣  連累你不安傷心 崩潰了卻還裝鎮定  擁抱我混亂的情緒 我後悔自責不已  你笑說沒有關係 卻紅了眼睛 

Today's beginning is just so perfect. Waking up at just the right time, heading off for a refreshing shower, having breakfast with myself in a peaceful cafeteria, sharing smiles with the friendly staffs, a hot cup of tea and an episode of anime. What can I say? I had a perfect beginning, let's just see what the rest of the day would bring~ :)

I don't know what's gotten into me, to start blogging again. To start off with a mundane opening, my life this semester has been nothing short of hectic. In the beginning, there were 8 events waiting for me, 2 were somehow cancelled, but many more unexpected events turned up. So mush so that I didn't even have time to read manga, let alone watch anime. I hadn't went down to play volleyball, not even once, all for the sake of my studies, while juggling with all these events. Maybe the reason I like blogging is because it gives me an opportunity to tap on the keyboard for an extended period of time, which is not what you get when typing lab reports and assignments. Maybe, just maybe, I could never get past my love for the keyboard, it gives my fingers great joy to move around like that, to have carefully coordinated movements and transitions, just like playing the piano. Why did I pick up the piano in the first place? I started learning when I was about seven, I t...

Such mature gifts I received this year So it's been another year that I had survived lived through. Looking back, or should I say #throwback, I realised more and more how truly I am blessed, in many areas of my life. Where to start? Hmm.. Why not start with the word that gets people all fuzzy and warm, my friends. When I say friends, I mean all you new and old, and really old friends. I know that without you guys, I wouldn't, would never be the person I am now. I was once a socially-awkward guy before you freaks guys found me, but now I am a socially-awkward guy who relishes in making other people feel awkward and eagerly reaches out to other people who are socially-awkward. Makes sense? I hope not. I tend not to. And now about the presents I received this year. As opposed to last year’s, They all had a tinge of maturity to them. I get the hint guys, it’s time to grow up. Although I'm saying that, I will never let myself grow boring, ever. I just like the i...

Since last week I have been suffering from a pimple in my ear canal. Yes, a pimple anywhere else would have been very painful, but it growing on your ear canal is just plain agonising . Every time I opened my mouth, smiled or touched my right ear, a jolt of pain would run through my head. The pimple grew steadily day by day and I had to start taking painkillers to ease the pain and combat the ensuing dizziness. Before I knew it, the size of the pimple was so big that it closed up my ear canal. But that still did not stop me from going to the movies to watch Maleficent and How to Train Your Dragon 2. Both were great movies by the way, especially HTTYD2. On that fateful movie night, the pimple decided to unleash its fury (and contents) into my ear. Yes I was relieved at first but somehow the opening was on the inside , so it was quite difficult to force any more goo than it would let out. I was able to sleep more peacefully that night with the reduced tension on my entire righ...

糟了糟了 还是会想念你们 就连梦也梦见我们一起度过的日子 那些本该泛黄的照片 看了多少遍都不会厌 每每回忆的时候 那暖滋滋的感觉 还是会涌上心头 纵然回不到过去 纵然即将远走高飞 我不会忘了你们 我永远都不会忘了你们 不管距离有多遥远 我相信 我们心里一定会牵挂着彼此 因为 友情认真起来 会比爱情还要刻骨铭心 弄不清　那究竟是场什么样的梦 美丽的　让人沒有想醒來的冲动 故事怎么诉说　回忆又怎么歌颂 啦啦啦青春少年時多天真懵懂 长大后才知道自己多怀念　小时候

So I know that I went around telling everybody I know, well, at least those who asked that I wasn't called for any interview of any university, but in truth I was called, literally and to save myself the trouble of explaining to each and every one of you, I'll do it in a blog post instead! Well, that's if you even read my blog, or know that I had a blog in the first place. In my mind, only highly professional courses such as Medicine, Law, Dentistry and sometimes even Pharmacy require prospective students to come for an interview conducted by the university panel. Since I did not apply for Medicine in UM (yes, UM called me), I did not even bother to click on the link. On that fateful Saturday, I decided to click on UM's link, just for fun since I had nothing else to do, and I was surprised that something actually came out! Turns out that I was called for an interview for the Bachelor of Science program (seriously, who knew you had to attend an interview f...

I have always considered myself lucky in many situations of my life. Being somewhat of a good-for-nothing myself, I always find myself never far from the helping hands of others, and especially the loving hands of my dear Father. In recent years where people my age are seriously considering about future careers, getting into universities and studying their asses off for whatever reason, I am quite shocked, in hindsight, that I have taken a step back. To resist the temptation of giving in and following the status quo , this trend of 'giving your all' for a year or so so that you can 'enjoy' for the rest of your life. Sure, there is something appeasing of a life that is comfortable, but we are not made for comfort, we are made for greatness.  (St John Paul II) So what is it that I am working so hard for? Surely a high salary and a reputable career are very pleasing in one's life but that will certainly not satisfy me, this persisting thirst of mine. All the a...

Whoa! I know, I know. This is the part where all of you will start to go 'This is sooooo 2013!' and hey, I know it's way outdated, but just bear with me will ya? After all, when all the spotlights-music-euphoria fades, the memories are all we get to hold on to right? Right. So here we go~ Are you ready? For the night of nights? :) I don't think that you can ever be ready for something as grand as this. Yeah you can anticipate in advance and fantasize about every minute of THE night, but when it finally comes, you'll feel nothing short like a defenseless little baby. A defenseless little baby who is completely aware of his nakedness and yet has no full motor control over his muscles to even cover his bodies with his arms, if that helps to paint a clearer picture. Senior year, and nothing makes it more memorable like the fleeting time and impending finals. I guess all those heart-wrenching moments of having to brave all the unfairness and difficulties in life wi...

话说回来 都还没跟大家拜年呢 那么 在此祝大家 在新的一年里 全家安康 五福临门 马力全开 ！！！庆丰年！！！ 前几天终于看了期待已久的全民电影 《一路有你》 这部电影 真的很好看 它很自然地说出了 在亚洲人民特有的腼腆文化里 难以说出口 父母与子女的心里对话 笑迎感动 也让你感慨人生 看完了 绝对让你获益匪浅 还没看的朋友们 赶快看吧 时间 是不等人的 不要等到‘pomchot’的时候才来后悔哦 有机会的话，我也想参一脚 《一路有你》 原本是打算在去年双亲节时上映 但因为某些原因 被逼推迟到今年的贺岁档上映 本人觉得 当贺岁片也不错啦 反而还更适合新年的氛围呢 过年 是吃团圆饭的季节 是爆竹声不间断的季节 是到处拜年的季节 看着电视上的中国人们 各个脸上都挂着无比灿烂的笑容 过年让他们振奋 让他们立志 更让他们有新的动力 面对全新的一年 我的年呢 就过得相对平淡 巨蟹座 毕竟是家庭为重的星座 每逢过年 我只想陪陪我的家人 远道而来的妹妹 以及逐渐老去的双亲 天使兄弟 你问我不想后悔什么 我不想在未来的日子里后悔 当初没有空档理会爸妈 连年都没一起过 他们把生命都给我了 难道我不应该回馈一下他们的爱吗 孩子们 就少和爸妈吵架吧 叛逆脾气收敛一下 百行孝为先 孝顺 的确不容易 但做不到“孝” 至少也要“顺”吧 我们一生只有 一个爸 一个妈 要珍惜 所以朋友们 请原谅我过年时期的冷淡 原谅我的不交际 原谅我的不出席 过年 我只想和家人一起过 接下来 爱哭的 请准备毛巾 为您送上 王铮亮 在2014央视马年春晚 表演的 《时间都去哪儿了》

I feel like I have changed Even if in the smallest of ways I think more right now But I do not think enough Often I think too much What do I think of you might ask Well I will have to think about that

十八个月的中六生涯 就这样 过完了 还记得当初 不可一世地说要挑战中六 别人少走的路我偏要走 心里追求的 不外是那份荣耀 好像想证明什么似的 直到遇到了这里形形色色的人 有时会让我觉得 我之前都活假了！ 我不会一一指名 你们都知道自己是谁 我的遗憾 是没能成为个运动家 但我开心 因为我成功抛弃了光环 不是盲目变成老师们眼中的好孩子 或是成为社会眼里的优秀学生 我以我的方式 活了 真实地活着 当巡查员 坦白地说 是个错误 但如果错了的还能改 我会选择再次犯下同样的错误 再次受伤 再次站起来 然后再次微笑 唯有这样 我的微笑 才会越来越灿烂 中六生涯 让我献出了我许多的第一次 遇到这里的人们 我也彻底地疯了 用三个子描述 我遇见你们 很高兴 现在大家即将各奔东西 我也是时候认真面对我的未来 预祝大家 一切顺利 就算经历暴风雨 也不要恐慌 凡事 有我在嘛 xD 做人 不一定要在舞台上闪耀 也不一定要有什么丰功伟烈 只要你的生命 让一个人开心过 你 就是活了 皆さんに会いたんだ とっても楽しみかた お元気ください またあとね～

This is a cheap friendship bracelet That only costs RM 1 But the memories behind it, behind them Are P.R.I.C.E.L.E.S.S. This was chosen randomly It's still blue, my favourite And it says "LOVE" And I think that it says a lot about me My first time running the 7 kilometer road And wasting time at the docks I enjoyed the wind I enjoyed the day To quote from a fellow blogger I have awesome friends~!!! :D

Here we go again Leaning on each other for support Saying meaningless things And hoping, at the same time that they bear meaning for each other As I always do I listen And try my best to understand All that I say Though I do not fully understand But I hope that it helped Never say that nobody cares for you That is the biggest insult to those who do Never say sorry to friends for troubling them That is what friends are for Never say never Or you would never know what you are capable of So it's always these little random things I do And I'll keep doing them To gain someone's trust is no small feat And I shall defend the honour of being the confidant To the very last breath