~ FREEDOM OF DREAMING ~

There is a first time for everything. This expression has just had a whole new dimension to it in my life. Remember how we always rehearse everything in our head, about how our reflexes would be when faced by vicious criminals, what we would say when we meet a dying cancer patient and stuff, and how we would be all heroic and perfectly in control over the whole situation. Well, sod that. I would really like to punch that guy who told me to visualise my day and go ahead to live it that way. I would really like to punch him right now. Thank you, dear friend for your affirmation. You may not know exactly how much it means to me, but I do. I am not at all 'upset', as you would put it, though I do not understand why you would say that though. Yes I have been taken completely by surprise, but you have to know, blue is my favourite colour. The colour of the sky that gives rise to so much beauty, the colour of the sea that washes away what's on the surface, and keep everything

It's official, I am the most clueless guy in town. Every time something happens around me and I will be the one completely oblivious of it going around, even when I am not snoozing or even reading! As a result I would have to ask around about something that has already passed. I will be the only guy not knowing what happened to he person sitting right next beside, even if it's something big. And there I go always cracking some random and sometimes not funny jokes, hoping by some wild luck that I will be able to put a smile on someone's face, anyone's face. And most of the time words just desert me like I have some sort of plague. So usually I'll just be the one sitting silently beside someone who is obviously agonizing over something that I probably could not relate to, nor know how to deal with. The biggest deal is that I don't even have the capacity to share the burdens, probably because of my faults as mentioned above. And there I will go, thinking a

As promised , here's my blog post. See? I don't break every promise that I make.. xD Let's start with the day, shall we? I didn't get to scare anyone on the way to the classroom, which is quite a bummer, but I managed to stay awake for the whole pre-class period. It's most probably due to the fact that we have four free periods to jump start our day, and the other fact that I finished all my homework beforehand!!! Now that's something you don't get to see every day. To take a risk and further expose my itinerary for every Tuesday, there's no Biology class today, which means one less duet partner for the day! Since she's always happy at the other end of the world. To my utter disbelief  surprise, she walked down the block  row to my side and started staying there! Aww... :3 Well, in truth she was there for Miss Bubie but then she got side-tracked and we started singing and singing and smiling and looking at each other and talking about #rand

Note: I'm surprised to find this loitering about in my 'Drafts' folder. Well, I just got to say that whatever contained in this post (and the emotional roller coaster throughout) is already well in the past. So don't you come pestering me about it, kay? :) 不要再吵了 别再烦我了 我不知道妳对她说了些什么 但请妳叫她住嘴吧! 小心好心做坏事了 There you go again, Thinking that this is ALL about you, When in truth, No one has ever given you any thought. Well, who's to say that you're wrong? Maybe it was about you, in some sense, And you chose to interpret it in the direction that you like, Center stage, single spotlight, with a chorus singing your name. 别误会了 我对她没有一丝恨意 也没有一丁点的敌意 只是不想让她继续活在白日梦里 The world does not revolve around you, The world will not revolve around you. Without you the world keeps on spinning, happily, I learned that when I was nine. 她以为自己是万能的 她以为自己不会做错 每一个游戏她都有自己的规则 每一位玩家都必须遵从她的指示 My dad told me that the world does not revolve around me, My dad taught