Presentation: Fail

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Sad to say that today's presentation was an epic fail. I earnestly gave my best during the presentation, but it still wasn't enough. For those who didn't witness the fail, let's just say that it was an unlucky blend of miscommunication, lack of teamwork, and REAL effort. In short - it ain't pretty.

Negative thoughts aside, I think it was a pretty good experience. I've always had this bliss perception about myself, I'm trying hard to correct that, it's a work in progress. So having this experience made me realise all the little details that I often ignore - eye contact, sustained voice projection, the abilities of my teammates and also in-depth research of the topic (even when I don't have to)..

I'm grateful that I had the chance to learn and improve on my presenting skills which I had deemed perfect before. Grateful for new found friends that are willing to point out my weak points right at my face.. in front of the whole class.. ><" Grateful for realising my own incompetence, and my potential for growth.

It might be that my soul isn't in tune with my teammates yet, for they are on a totally different frequency, or it may be that I really wasn't THAT good. No matter, I will make the most out of every moment of my life.

Wait and see world, even the tiniest star can have a radiant shine.