妳 & For All The Wrong Reasons

如我所答应的

我的“她”的样子

现在就给你们看吧

虽然很不甘心

专属我的宝贝

竟然要我分享给全世界看

好吧

既然答应了

我也不能赖账了

朋友们都在追我了

催得我都烦了

俗语说

“一言既出，驷马难追”

（那就派五匹马吧 xD）

配合这双语主题

我也要来个空前绝后的双语 post!

好了好了

废话就不多说了

我们就直接进入正题吧

应该没有人异议吧

想必你们等得都快疯了吧

好

那么

准备好了吗

我要揭晓咯

预备备

三

二

一

锵锵锵锵

妳

怎样

这就是我的她啦
她是真的蛮娇柔的
学府都是这样的吧
论物资
我对她已没什么好要求的了
环境也ok
就是里面的人
有点问题
所以她
是美好可爱的
身为中六生
这学校就好比人生的一个驿站
仅此而已
就短短的一年半
学校的过去
我们顶多略知一二
但做过学生的我
还是想多认识认识
这个新环境
这个新人际
这个新学校

大人 说的话
她是非常顺从的
但是她就只是人们的一种工具
但她不曾反抗
她又怎能反抗呢
连个嘴巴都没有
人们也为了各自的利益
也不怎么去为她奋斗了
“立方”在这一方面也管得很严
我也不方便多说了
免得我下个博文得从监狱里发

身为一个爱校份子
当然多少想为就读的学校
付出几分心意
几分免费劳力
她（里边的人）所爱的没有其他
就是学生们的免费劳力
事后也冷冷地把他们忘掉
这样下去
贡献有何意义
要做傻佬
也要有个限度

充满政治影子的人际
看了都怕
所以
只好敬而远之

妳的明天
我已经没兴趣了
只要在这最后的一年里
不要给我们太多的麻烦就够了
这是我对妳唯一的要求

至于她的美丽
不在她里面
而是在她上面
差不多每个早上
她的上空
都会有美丽的天空
美丽的白云
也有美丽又朝气的风景
但我的同学们
早上都爱在课室里
做功课
睡觉
也许他们已习以为常了
但是如此漂亮的天空
不是每个人每一天都有福气享受的

这就是我的“她”啦
掉了你们的胃口真不好意思哦
尤其是那班“突然间”关注我的朋友们

变相的祝福
变相的恩赐
也有变相的关心

To my dear friends who 'suddenly' decided to read my blog, firstly, I thank you, all of you for taking the time AND trouble to read it, then think about all the possibilities as to what I am writing about.

I have recently heard a commercial from a certain telecommunications company on the radio about keeping in touch. I ends with: so the next time you text 'hello' or 'hi' the person reading the message will think 'do you really care enough to keep in touch?'

Let's take some time to contemplate on that. Do we really care about what a certain person is going through? Or are we just interested in how it all turns out for that person, or just as some sort of entertainment/diversion for a break from your own messed up life, or just with the same interest that drives a journalist to a celebrity's gossip? Think about that, for about 5 minutes at least.

Thank you for actually thinking about it for at least 5 minutes, if you haven't, I really hope that you will at the end of this post.

I wrote the first post "想多了解妳" in a desperate attempt to see if anyone reads my posts at all. Sure enough, with enough juice power a house, a friend pestered me, even threatened me about it, on the VERY NEXT DAY! Shortly after that, one friends became two, two became three, and it goes on. I started getting hints from my classmates too! Again, one becomes two and two three, even those without blogs start picking up the habit of reading blogs, my blog. It has come to the extent that my whole class knows about it. Correct me if I am wrong, please.

Now I'm not here to accuse or condemn someone, it's just that recently I have received too many fake wishes, 'hi's and 'hello's which were quickly followed by tell me!s or it's your turn!s, which I greatly frown upon. I'm sure I look like a troubled finance manager to be frowning at my phone for every new text message received. Come on guys, what do I look like? Three? At least have some courtesy to cajole me into some high state and then ask me about it. I'll be like 3% (no pun intended) more willing to tell you. Gone were the days when I could relish at the warm messages or simple texts sent by my friends. I hope that these words would never come true. I really do.

So the truth is out, the cat is out of the bag, and I no longer have the luxury of being mysterious (sigh). This experiment is to dig out the uglier part of ourselves, especially when we always portray ourselves as pious, superior, even holy! I hope it serves as a slap in the face a wake-up call for all of us to really look at ourselves in God's eyes, and ask ourselves, what do I really lack? and what must I do to overcome this weakness?

Experiment Check-If-My-Friends-Read-My-Blog

Aim: To see if my friends really do care, as they say, through the reading of my blog.

Apparatus and Materials: My blog, a computer, words, time, a tinge of imagination.

Procedure: Write some ridiculous post about me fantasizing about a girl when I'm actually writing about a lifeless object.

Results: They read my blog alright, even people from outside my sample list read my blog.

Conclusion: They do care, albeit for all the wrong reasons.

I now invite, once again, those who have not thought about their motives intentions behind giving that shove, starting that message, or clicking that 'send' button to think about all those actions that you have done, are doing, and might do for just 5 minutes, and if you have the courage, tell ME the truth behind your approaches towards me.

Till the next time~

Wishing all my dear friends, readers, stalkers alike

a Blessed Year of The Snake

and a Blessed Year of Faith to fellow Roman Catholics