~ FREEDOM OF DREAMING ~

A baby Finally some time to stop and think (scary). Actually I almost did that towards the end of my final examinations of the previous semester, but I didn't. Probably to save myself from realizing how pathetic or despicable I have become after mindlessly spending 6 months away, numbing myself with daily routines and temporary pleasures. Therefore it is painful and scary to honestly stop and mull over your life as a whole. You might surprise yourself how much you've changed through the course of the years, or you might put a smile on your own face when you realize that the little uncounted things in life are actually blessings, often in disguises. Henceforth comes the question - am I truly afraid to be happy? Such a queer question to ask is it not? I mean, who here doesn't want to be happy? That person must be out of his/her right mind, right? Right. But seriously, when I posed that question to myself, I became hesitant to answer. It's not like I have been up...

ね～人生の事が教えてくれませんか 有时候不经意的一句话，就伤了一个人好深好深。 有时候真的会想太多，是怕自己想太少。 要是人生有个教科书那该多好，大家就按照着指示，根据一个公认的方程式，就这样进行下去。但是，就如你所说，这种东西，怎么可能会有啊？ 人生就是不断地走路，路上满是路标，却多得让你不断迷路，偶尔迷失方向。 走在路上，也许伤痕累累（也来不及痛），是对是错我也不了解，但唯一能肯定的是，这段路是和你一起走的。这就够了，不是吗？ 难得我们相遇，也难得我们认真，我就别再搞鬼，好好的对待你。 只怪言语都空虚，再多的承诺也无意义，还你幸福需更多努力，但我想我可以。 不必给我答复，这是我们之间毫无压力的相处方式。 只希望你默默地观察，然后可能写信告诉我， 今天海是什么颜色  我身为你朋友的表现怎样。 有些话说出来肉麻，听起来也轻浮，但有些话，还是必须说出口的。 不说也可以，但也怕你猜错，可能你无所谓，但我不是。 我真的很少认真，不过认真起来，自己也会怕，真心的。 话就说到这儿，知道你有stalk人的习惯，看得到就好，没看到也无妨，反正部落格拆穿了就是为了满足作者欲望的一片天地而已。 晚安 晚安 明明難過卻要生氣 放縱失控的脾氣  連累你不安傷心 崩潰了卻還裝鎮定  擁抱我混亂的情緒 我後悔自責不已  你笑說沒有關係 卻紅了眼睛 

Today's beginning is just so perfect. Waking up at just the right time, heading off for a refreshing shower, having breakfast with myself in a peaceful cafeteria, sharing smiles with the friendly staffs, a hot cup of tea and an episode of anime. What can I say? I had a perfect beginning, let's just see what the rest of the day would bring~ :)

I don't know what's gotten into me, to start blogging again. To start off with a mundane opening, my life this semester has been nothing short of hectic. In the beginning, there were 8 events waiting for me, 2 were somehow cancelled, but many more unexpected events turned up. So mush so that I didn't even have time to read manga, let alone watch anime. I hadn't went down to play volleyball, not even once, all for the sake of my studies, while juggling with all these events. Maybe the reason I like blogging is because it gives me an opportunity to tap on the keyboard for an extended period of time, which is not what you get when typing lab reports and assignments. Maybe, just maybe, I could never get past my love for the keyboard, it gives my fingers great joy to move around like that, to have carefully coordinated movements and transitions, just like playing the piano. Why did I pick up the piano in the first place? I started learning when I was about seven, I t...

又到了假期 又到了 每个人回家的时期 这几天我都努力不去望向巴士站 深怕看见 游子们带着大大小小的行李 兴奋地等着 载他们出去的 6号巴士 去上课 都是徒步 还特意选择看不见大马路的路线走 怕就怕 我坚硬的外层 就这样被击碎 每逢假期 都会告诉自己 没关系 没关系 没得回家没关系 每次没回家 都能加深我对家的思念 每次没回家 都能让我更加坚强一点 每次没回家 都能让我更加珍惜在家的时光 英语有句俗语 心在哪儿家就在哪儿 而我觉得 不管到了哪里 家 永远都会在你心里的某一个角落 在夜深人静的时候 思念 在疲惫无力的时候 收留 在冷冷的天 温暖 在无聊的时候 陪伴 在平淡无奇的日子里 关怀 我走到哪里 家就在哪里 家既在我心里有无法替代的位置 在地球上 亦是如此 游子们 得空的话 就多回家吧

Talk about having good stuff to blog about! This is my first time ever spending money to watch an anime movie in a cinema! It was well spent, I would say. I'm glad I made it. Thanks to my friends who jio-ed me there, to those who didn't go, too bad. 最後の物語は、はじめての愛。 (The final story is about the love in the beginning) Poster for the movie, too bad I didn't take a selfie with it. Noticed that Kakashi lost his Sharingan? By the way, the second face is Sai, whom I mistook for Sasuke. If you are like my friend Miss Sour, who hadn't actually finish the manga or at least the anime series before walking into the theaters, you will be spoiled many times over. Naruto The Last mainly focuses on the NaruHina pairing. But I love the fact that they actually did this. It fills up many of the in-between from the final battle and the future. I love how they played it out between Naruto and Hinata so that the audience are actually convinced that Naruto truly loves Hina...

Maybe in the future when I have too much free time and nothing meaningful to do I will read my previous blog posts and cringe at my decision of putting such a boring topic as my first post of the year, but well, here goes. New Tune is short for New Tune Music Workshop. It's one of the many clubs in my uni. Unfortunately my uni has no official orchestra or brass band for me to join, I took up the next best thing - and didn't end up as a performer. Yup, instead I stayed on as a Stage Deco and Lighting exco. To me it's the most fun out of the other posts, well maybe not Publicity but it seemed a good place to let me express my creativity (or lack of it). I remember dreading the first day of the week-long training camp. Joining the camp also means that we had to stay back on the first week of the semester break. It wasn't all that unbearable until everybody else started packing and the hostel block is deserted. Yeah I guess you could call it homesick. I had a mind to ca...