~ FREEDOM OF DREAMING ~

And so a hearty congratulations to Mr. Philosopher who officially joined the ranks of bloggers who had nothing else to do but blog crap on their blogs instead of using free websites to earn some cash. That's one way of putting it. Another way would be to say: "IT'S ABOUT TIME!!" xD After months yes, months of persuasion and persistent pressing, you finally made your blog. Well, you know what they say, better a late blog than never. ;) This is one of many other posts where I thank a bunch of my friends which I am totally not worthy to having them around, yet somehow, they still stuck by me, no matter how horrible a person I am. A big thanks once again to Miss Lust for helping me download those movies that I crave to watch but couldn't since I cannot bear the guilt of wasting those 2 hours or so when I should be studying. Maybe I should point out that I didn't even ask her to download them, which makes it all the more sweeter. Aww.. I only mentioned that ...

I thought that you were different from the rest. Different from the other girls, from the ordinary, from the rest. But I suppose it's not your fault, the world has distorted the view of what people once referred to as "love". And you can't help but be absorbed in the ways of the world, and your own. I honestly understand that. What's wrong with being nice to other people? What's wrong with treating a girl right? What is wrong with helping others out? What is wrong with treating others the way you want to be treated? What is wrong with you ? I don't know what they actually convey about love on TVs nowadays, but from what I've been taught, it is certainly not all about sex. To me, love is simply wanting the better for the other. To me, love does not mean doing nice stuffs as hints so that I want to be in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship with that other person and possibly get under her pants. To me, love means doing something nice for anyone, ...

Yes, you probably know who you are, as I knew that it was me you talked about. And by the way, I bet he's loveable, that guy you talked about. ;) Sorry for it turning into an emo post. It was meant to motivate other people, which I'm doing in a way to encourage them just to let every emotion out. Let the tensions melt into tears and just let it all out. I truly had every intention of consoling emo people, did my own emo-ness showed? If so, I had absolutely no idea. Maybe I needed to hear my own words myself just as much as I need to tell others. First of all, thank you for your card, which I regretfully left in the school laboratory. ><" I'm sorry, I'm sure I'll be just fine without that card. I'm not saying that the card is useless, it's just that it will be put to greater use on somebody else. Not this guy over here, he's gonna keep coming back. Just like a chlorine free radical (yes I aced my Chemistry), no matter how many ozones th...

Okay, I was (trying) to finish my bio presentation but I really couldn't help myself. Some feelings just couldn't be kept bottled up, right? ;) - which is another way of typing *wink Yes I was doing my bio presentation. But some random blogwalking took me to Miss Lust's blog, and started me thinking, and thinking starts to make me think a lot more and it gets even harder to stop thinking. There's much less emo-ness in our class compared to when the results of the first semester came out. There really is nothing to feel emo about. You reap what you sow, I firmly believe in that. And so maybe what I got is really what I sowed. Although it felt quite difficult to accept at first, but emo-ing all day is doing nothing to help things. Talking about Miss Lust, she's starting to pester (xD), even threaten me to sing during Prom Night, to which I haven't the gall to say 'yes', mostly because I'm not much of a singer. She keeps giving me 'the stare...

I'm officially 19!! Maybe it's time to become mature?? Well, I've waited 18 years, what's one or two more years, right? Bottle of wishes.. Note the year '1801' This was Miss Chancello's.. I can only say that I'm truly touched by the effort all my friends put into my birthday preparation, especially that bottle of wishes. Now I'm one of those stay-in-class kind of guy and to think that I never even had the slightest HINT that they were doing that for me, that's saying something. It must be The Mist, though. I gotta learn how to manipulate that..to my own convenience.. xD Miss Chancello mentioned that she will relish at the thought of me having to tie each and every one of the messages and put them back in the bottle after I finished reading them. Well. I can tell you, ALL of you, that that would seem like the easy part to me now. After a really nice workout for my biceps and triceps shaking the bottle like silent mode gone crazy, p...

这次七月给我的感觉是名副其实的 转眼间 就到了。忙着忙着六月竟就这样过完了。有点愣掉的感觉。。 七月，就让我们听抒情歌曲展开这个月的旅程吧~ 第一首是 高鈴 的《愛してる》。这首是动漫《夏目友人帐》（続）的片尾曲。听起来很舒服，很甜蜜。接着就是 中孝介 的《夏夕空》。是《夏目友人帐》的片尾曲。同样听了就会有一种放松的感觉，想躺在草地上的冲动。接下来的大家都应该认识吧！最后一首就是 ZAQ 的《Sparkling Daydream》。非常适合动漫《中二病でも恋がしたい！》的片头曲。休息完毕就该热血地朝下一个目标前进！ 身边最近又发生了好多好多事。首先说说后辈们的欢迎会。从照片看来，大家都玩得尽兴吧。好想自己也参与其中耶~ ><" 不过相信大家也懂的，我的精神与他们同在。 xD 身边的朋友与朋友之间，（摩）擦出的火花也不少。大家没有半点想让步的意愿，只有持续僵持下去了。我想除了战争疾病意外外，世界上可怕的事情就是每个人都认为自己永远是对的，然后不遗余力坚持自己的立场。公说公有理，婆说婆有理，那问题怎会解决呢？希望大家可以勇敢地背负十九岁的重担，成熟一些。不一定要在每个场合“胜出”，失败后才懂得甜的香，違うのですか？ 新进的后辈们都有我们没有的滚滚的斗志。他们个个上课都好认真好认真。弄得我快有点惭愧了 : p 我们呢，还是一样疯疯颠颠地过日子，天天太紧绷也不好吧。 还有一位颇有气质的老师特地到我们的教师向我们道谢。她感谢我们帮老师们长班，用了我们两次， 不敢 再用我们了。噢？老师？请问花生什么树了？希望不是因为我们长班长得不好吧。我和朋友们长的那一班没问题啊。。 下午遇到一位当了空少的朋友，老实说我有点惊讶。一来他没有事先通知他回来了，二来他好像换了个人似的。他现在可以做个不二的帅哥了。整个人站着也散发出一种自信，一种前所未有的自信。朋友，你要好好走。你有我的祝福。就慢慢地朝那个方向前进吧！ 水务先生又请假了，这已是他离开的第三天。水务先生，还有请你回来啊啊啊啊！太阳公公执勤的每一天，我正不需要的是一个冷水澡啊！